I know I am working on the challenge as time provides. However, I feel lazy when I cant make it to class. I have been working a lot of hours at the prison and the wildlife center. I just need more hours in the day, 24 hours just isn’t enough. I know this challenge is about sacrificing to meet your goals, doing what it takes. Sometimes I feel bad though. Like I need to be doing this or I need to be doing that. Sometimes I am just tired. I sit down on the couch and all of a sudden, I wake up two hours later. I have been working on eating healthier and I try to get to bed early when I can, to make sure I am getting adequate sleep. I know I am putting a high demand on my mind and body with work, volunteering, the challenge and life in general. I have to constantly remind myself that we all work at our own pace, we are all where we need to be when we need to be there. But I still cant help feeling like I am not doing enough.
Pushups
(19,627 / 50,000)
Situps
(19,008 / 50,000)
Miles
(435 / 1,000)
Kata
(617 / 1,000)
Kumite
(163 / 1,000)
Kindness
(1,030 / 1,000)
Meditation
(3,346 / 5,000)
Books
(3 / 6)
Blogs
(15 / 52)
Videos
(6 / 12)
Don’t be so hard on yourself. You are doing so much. You are working more than a 40 hour week and volunteering after work and days off. The community and the animals need your help. Thanks for giving so much to them. Your kindness is almost at 100%. That is wonderful. We need more people like you in the world.